LOGICALLY EMOTIONAL... possible?

.Its been one of those days where everything just willingly moves in calculative manner against you...

Now matter what u try - something goes wrong.

It all began this morningn, well actually last night - i have been a lil under the weather lately and have been advised rest.. but then again there is only 'x' amount of time one can lie around in bed alone at home and pretend be getting better ... so i went decided to call someone who i thought would relate to my confusion and dillemma...

This is where tragedy struck - have u ever felt that u really know who to call when u wanna talk? or simply jes goof off on the phone talkin silly things... well trust me you can NEVER actually be sure if that person / animal or living creature is in the mood - hah !

maybe i am being cynical... maybe not - but the truth is sometimes u feel this gutt feeling that if u want some company u can always turn to this one good friend - but i think its fair to take into account that at maybe this friend has somethign else to do... like sleep ??

hmmm... but then again conflict arises - arent you a good friend when u are there for someone in time of need ... does it not count if u have actually been there time and time again but on this occassion sleep overpowers you?

after a lot of thought i have realised that everything we believe to be simple is never really that simple - there is this cosmic power that reaches out to upset any balance one has in their life...for me it was illness combined with feeling that my friend didnt care when in actual fact logically its not fair for me to expect this friend to be at my beck and call!!

so given this dillemma - where is it exactly that u draw the line? when is being logical stop and ebing emotional start or vice versa??