INTERESTINGLY OLD and SOPPY....(dated 2001-02)

The walls are opening up around me once again. I imagine faint silken light at the end of the dark tunnel. I sense hope….a little bird flutters inside my being, suddenly its wings beat stronger and faster. Exponential growth is but a poor definition of the pure manner in which hope strengthens the soul of existence. She comes to me, through the gusts of gale-strong winds. Her smile warms every crevice on the earth. True emotion is today as easy to find as a grain of sand in space. Infinitely deep and abyssically pure, the truth of the heart shall always rule the minds rationale. Even if we move every stone in our path with precise calculations, eventually it is the heart that moves the real obstacles in our lives. Be it through compassion of loathe the heart is the strength of our existence.

To be void is to be empty but to be rationale is to be void. To fill this void in me, she arrived- billowing beautiful hair, and lo! What a beautiful smile. Her warmth brings to life parts of me I ceased to believe existed.

The TIME HAS COME for me to live my life-and she has come to deliver me…..

And as I begin to fill my void, the first thought is of her beauty- not just physical but the purity of her aura, fuels my revolution. –my saviour.. and I preached as most delivered souls would:

What you feel is what you are,
And what you are is beautiful…

- ( goo goo dolls)

PRAISE the Heart….